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From "Letters to a Young Poet," Rainer Maria Rilke: “Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books that are now written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will then gradually, without noticing it, live along some distant day into the answer.”

Saturday, December 16, 2017

Stories of Hope

Just keep repeating until you believe it:
experience pure joy.
experience pure joy.
EXPERIENCE PURE JOY!
Those moments will change who you are,
desperately searching for stories of hope.

Terminal diagnosis.
Completely paralyzed.
Hanging around getting in the way.
...it's not as bad as it sounds.

My attempt at a thumbs up has reached the tipping point.
Autocorrect thinks I say "ass" a lot,
confirmed what I already knew.
My voice is me, my personality, and
it sounds somewhat like me, rather than a robot.
It sounds kind of like a boring me
(we have a love/hate relationship).

There are many legitimate medical reasons to use marijuana:
A different type of peace and happiness,
something strikes you inappropriately as funny.
Accommodating the realities we wish were other,
and doing it with grace.

With one shot at this crazy ride, I wonder:
"Am I loved?" and "Did I love well?"
Today I celebrate being alive,
and that's pretty great. 

Knocked from my Strong Place was
a cleansing and yet exhausting feeling of 
surrender.

Somehow these stories lose something
when they're covered with a band-aid.

But I'm not done yet!
There's still so much to learn...
What is the best treat to order at Dairy Queen
(the dip cone, crunch cone, or Buster Bar)?

Eating is so last year.

Instead of giving up, we adapt,
finding humor in even the most dire circumstances
(and not just because of all that wine).

Becoming more or less an observer,
my Faith screaming out to scratch
itches we cannot scratch and
just existing inside this wildly imperfect body.

I could write one of those stories of hope,
I think, because of these shared experiences.
I'm not sure what today will bring,
but it won't be boring.
The mountains look different every morning 
and it never gets old.